Some people, you say,
Are just not meant to be happy.
A headline about the Inuit people reads,
Sun wrong, stars
wrong, earth tilting on axis.
I take your hand and it lays there like a cod,
Resolute, irrelevant, and mostly dead.
The cat is sick with a genetic defect.
Every day the little lungs fill up with fluid and it
Takes a doctor to drain them.
The cat is becoming expensive.
His eyes cross and leak mucus, his fur is clumped,
His tail is a halfhearted lag;
Whatever it is that constitutes life in this cat is
diminishing. Some cats, I say, are just not
meant to be happy, and you say,
why do your breasts droop so,
so unlike in the magazines,
and I take your hand and it twitches on my breast
like a cod; enormous, cold, funereal.
One cannot force love,
It is as naturally occurring as death.
The sun is wrong, the stars are wrong,
Your moon is in Capricorn, my Jupiter
Is a cornucopia of misguided goodness;
Scorpio inserts himself between us,
The earth tilts precipitous and we wake to
Constant fall.
You grow up till
you’re 18 and then you begin to die,
My mother is fond of saying, and also,
Let’s get this show on
the road.
He’s worried that I’m ending the poem with
Too many sad words.
Wrong Irrelevant,
halfhearted, diminishing.
--What do you mean by “funereal?”
He tells me to be happy.
“Our happiness summits, it perpendiculates and it parallels,
Our happinesses diverge, divorce, grow fingers,
Rake through men’s hair—“
Show me again how the
Eskimo kiss –
We are guileless, remote from one another,
Regretful.
The cat curls into itself, licking his paws,
And we glom to one another like
new cells,
Let’s make us something new.
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